I have failed you, Team Jacob...

Let's just say that my "Editorial Wolf Lover" look, didn't go quite as planned.

I mean, I got the look and taped it. But after viewing it, and showing the "all supportive" hubz, I realized it was just not at all what I was going for and decided to save myself the ridicule on YouTube - since I'm the next Michelle Phan - and forego my editorial Take A Pic! Thursday look.

Instead, you're gonna see an e.l.f. Haul.

Like my YouTube channel couldn't get any more predictable.

This was exactly what I didn't want my channel to amount to. A sort of bragging beauty channel, if you will, where all I ever post are the beauty products I've bought and how much I just LOVE them... and nothing else... No teaching, no experimenting, no nothing...

I want to run a BEAUTY channel not a vanity channel.

I know, I know, you're probably thinking:

Stop feeling all sentimental, like a littlie, and re-film a new look, dummy.

But it's not that easy...

The only time I am at home while the sun is still shining is during the weekends. Thus, the weekend is my filming time.

So in order to make a new video for this Thursday, I'd have to film one during the week when I get home from work and by that time it's already dark.

See? I bet now you're thinking what I've been thinking since Sunday night.

Foochie, this stinks a big one.

So like I mentioned below, I'll have to forego my "editorial" look and just post a haul video instead. 

Hope you don't unsubscribe from me?

But to let you know that I didn't just totally fall apart and start deleting all my video takes and photos of my "Wolf Lover" look, I saved a few photos that I thought was decent enough to expose here in blog land.

So please refrain from the harsh criticism and laughs. 

Andy already did enough of that on Sunday when this was being filmed and photographed.

ABOVE: I know this photograph looks a little weird, but it's the camera app I used on my phone. Supposed to make the photo look "vintage".

Vintage, my booty, it just added a speck of orange on my nose!!!

ABOVE: Here you can kinda see the shading I was trying to achieve on my face. In my opinion, the only down side was you couldn't tell how ridiculously huge and teased my hair was.

It was pretty ridiculously exaggerated. And I loved it.

And that is what threw Andy off - more than the wolf eye makeup - and thus, had him laughing at me.

So I decided to be the mature one and scream at the top of my lungs.

"THIS IS EDITORIAL, Andy, and besides, what does a BOY know about editorial??? 
Hey! You watch ANTM with me, you should know these things look ridiculous in real life!!!"


So even though I have failed...

At least I tried, right?

Like it or not, this is to all you Team Jacob fans out there!!!

Aaaaooooo! (wolf howl)